Showing posts with label BrainWork. Show all posts
Showing posts with label BrainWork. Show all posts

Monday, February 9, 2009

What went thru my head @ 11:53pm

Sometime I wish I could find a girl who's never had a boyfriend
never been hurt in the past
never caught feelings for another "love" before me
or plainly...jus knew how to move on
why is it so easy for dudes to get over the past, but it takes girls lifetimes when the "claim" they're over it && on to the next route
You claim what you have now is oh so good, but every little thing I do, it reminds you of him..like WTF?
no problem that you && him talk cuz you'll "always have feelings for him"..but don't you think that it bothers your NEW "boyfriend" that you always seem to miss him after yall talk, or he can make you mad when ever he feels like it
Sometimes I just wish I could be single..have the freedom to do what I wanted to do..&& not catch feelings for any girl...but I want the ride or die girl..that girl who can let the past be the past the same way I can..know when she has something good && not let the previous fuck ups get to her
hopefully I find this girl sometime soon because my heart is turning cold && I will not allow to much more heartache
I don't want to turn into that guy that has the bad rep with girls..I love girls too much to have a bad name w/ em...

I'm following my dreams...living for me...keeping fam close && god even closer
I've been bullin for waaayyy too long
actually listen to the few influential people around me && get to the good life


please excuse me..im just venting...

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Swaggin'

Kanye && Pharrell...
The flyest 2 n*ggas in the game..hands down like 6:30 !!
If you're a dude, and you don't look at pics of them two
&& see some type of inspiration to step yo game up..
You need to get ya priorities together homie !!


Recent pix of 'Ye && Pharrell stuntin..HARD !!



Pharrell w/ the Bape x Spongebob croc jointz && the custom baby croc Hermes bag



'Ye over in Paris w/ the Camo LV duffle && his new signature LV kicks


Back to your regular scheduled program...

Wassup world..

I know..I know...I've been gone for a min, but I just been grindin
This school && work thing is NO JOKE !
Things got a lil rough but nothing I couldn't handle
I def. appreciate the support from the people that matter most to me
When things get rough, you really do see who your REAL friends are

During this "grind time"...I did A LOT of thinking && talked to a couple of people
There are a couple of routes I could take, but I'm going for the ultimate one that would be the best for me in the long run
As the process progresses, I'll provide details...maybe ! HaHaHa


I appreciate the love && comments..keep 'em comin !!
-Shake && Bake- (LoL)

Sunday, January 25, 2009

What if...

Barack Obama was a republican...would YOU have still voted for him just because of his race??
- was an undercover terrorist ??
- he was a few shades darker??


money COULD buy happiness && dreams ??

our legs bent the opposite way ??

male && female genes/horomones were switched ??
Ex: Men had boobs, "donk", gave birth,etc...
&& women had..well, you get the picture

you found out that the "higher power" that you worshiped wasn't real ?

movies/songs didn't influence peoples state of mind
Ex : Because of Beyonce, Boosie && Ne-yo... girls (85% hoodrats) think they are "independent" ?
Since the movie [ Notorious ] dropped, every dark-skinned/light-skinned couple is ALL OF A SUDDEN Biggie && Faith??
Dudes think you need BRICKS...ALL WHITE BRICKS...OFF WHITE BRICKS...or any other color "brick" in order to have a "bad b*tch" ??

text messaging was never created ??

everyone was given 3 wishes at birth && had a lifetime to grant them ??

everyone had their priorities together ??


Don't mind me..I'm just venting...Just a few of the MANY thoughts that came across my mind today

Thursday, January 15, 2009

She Can't Be Real...

{ Currently Spinnin - The Miseducation of Lauryn Hill }

I met this girl...

We crossed paths a while back.. never really noticed each other though
Well, when she was looking my way I was looking somewhere else..
& vice versa, BUT..now we see eye-2-eye

The more I look at her..the more appealing she is

Its crazy because she's ( brace yourself)
damn near...PERFECT !
Perfect??...Yeah, perfect !

Some would say that no one is perfect..&& that's why YOU wouldn't understand H.E.R.

She's nothing like any other girl that I've ever came across

It actually feels good when she comes around...

Her vibe rubs off on you && just puts you in a good mood Did I mention she was into Hov && sneakers?!..INSTANT erection ! (LoL)

She has this crazy thing she does with her eyes that can make the strongest person weak in the knees

She speaks this foreign language.. I think its called TRUTH or something like that.. I've heard of it before , but I never seem to find girls who speak it

Her body moves so gracefully..whether she's in kicks or heels ( Oh god..how I love a woman in heels! )

Ahh man..I almost forgot When you get in the whip...&& BANG the new IceRogerZ joint... She doesn't complain...( nope..not even a little bit ) She bobs her head to the 808's..& its like the cutest thing to me

She's MADD different, but at the same time, she reminds me of...Mom Dukes?!

Her thoughts...words...actions...are all 100% genuine

She told me the small things make her the happiest Yeah, the small things...In "Girl language", usually mean... Jewelry...Clothes...Money...etc...

NOPE!..Not with her ! All she wants is a friend.. A comforter... A listening ear... A shoulder to cry on... Someone who makes her smile til her cheeks hurt... A person who's going to love her unconditionally

Wait?? So there's no money involved?? There's no WAY she could be real

You may have seen this girl before, but didn't know what to do with her Honestly, I can't blame you because I don't know what to do with her I've seen girls like her, but they were usually in my dreams

I need to think of a plan sooner than later because this dose of reality seems to be the blessing I've been praying for...

Monday, January 12, 2009

Relationship Playground

As we work all day to build towards a brighter future, RECESS always tends to roll around

Her mood SWINGS back && fourth out of control

Why can't things just be constant?

I try to make our forward progression as smooth as possible,
but we seem to stumble with every movement down the MONKEY BARS

We're able to make it to the other side where a better life awaits us

And, lets not forget about the POPSICLE MAN
Thats one mu'fucka I can't stand

He goes out of his way to get to you
Can't you see past the temptation
Once another sale comes
He's going to up and leave just like the last dude

Why can't we just SLIDE through life like they do on tv?

all happy-n-iish...
One minute"I Love You Honey"
Next, "Man, F*** That B****"

We ride unstable SEE SAWS, eating honey buns

Only to end up in the same ol SAND BOX
Now we're back at square one

Things may not be grade A between us everyday
but hopefully we make it back to the blackboard
before she starts giving her LUNCH away

Incidental Expectations...


I know that I am a lot of things and I fit into a lot of categories, but lately I feel that I've been placed in the wrong category....Just Another Nigga!

This dolo stuff is not for me

I've never been the player type, so the freedom to do whatever really does not play a factor in my lifestyle

Don't get me wrong, it's cool when those tempting moments come around with the girl you've always had speculations about, but honestly, those moments don't come around too often

I want that one girl that is always going to be in my corner whether I'm right or wrong

Its a necesity to have that one girl who actually likes me for me, and not all of the flyy materialistic objects that I possess

Golddiggers will definitely see the door quicker

Well, there was this one girl

BUT....

I guess she's been hurt one too many times in the past, and I guess I just had to be the lucky one to suffer the consequences of not being able to hold the title because she's too afraid of the break up

...but if she only knew

I've been through my share of tough times, and I can understand protecting your heart from being smashed again, but maybe she doesn't trust the fact that I'm a better man

I tried my best to treat her with RESPECT...and actually be nice to her, but I guess that categorizes me as a punk huh?

I feel she is one of the best people in the world

she has a smile that can light up any dark place on earth

She's just so beautiful that sometimes its her face I'd rather see than my own looking back at me when I look into a mirror

I guess that goes in one ear and out the other since she's heard that so many times from males who suffer from "bitchassness"

...but if she only knew

I just want the equal opportunity, minus the pity

I sit around and envision myself as PERFECT
but maybe she sees my many flaws

I apologize for sending her flowers
just because I knew they would bring a smile to her face
...but maybe they weren't good enough

I try to look my best whenever I'm around her...nice, crispy shirt...jeans with a crease..fresh haircut
I even try to keep my body ripped so my total appearance is A1 no matter what the perspective may be
...but I guess it doesn't look good enough


Maybe me not having a pocket full of doooooooouuuuuuugh to be extravagant with at the malls isn't what she is looking for

I'm sorry for wanting to actually spend quality one-on-one time with her, instead of going to the club

Maybe it irritated her when I would drive to the complete opposite side of the city just to see her for a few minutes to get my weekly dose of her

Well I want to aplogize in advance if I start to not be there as much as I used to...just to be used as a doormat until the next dude with "bitchassness"comes along

I can't help the fact that you can't accept me for who I really am..for being the best thing to ever come past you...for being everything that you ever wanted out of a significant other...maybe I'm something you can't handle since you've never encountered something so compelling

I guess you didn't know what to do when I told you I loved you, and truly meant it...never felt that before have you?


Maybe I should apologize for actually caring...???

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Food for Thought...

I just REALLY got into the whole blog thing
&& how serious some people take it..
While I was "Blog Surfin" earlier
I came across a quote that I thought spoke the truth about life, basically...

" The rich love the beautiful.
The beautiful love the powerful.
The powerful love the famous.
The famous love the spotlight. "

Big ups the the kid Aaron Reid for the ^^^
Check out his blog too..its MADD FLYY!

Friday, January 9, 2009

That Girl...

{ Currently Spinnin'} IceRogerZ-Head 2 the sky


Have you ever seen her?


Maybe not...she's too perfect to set foot on this faulty area we call Earth
Or..maybe you had, but couldn't handle her..

I've come across so many agonizing headaches, whom some tend to refer to as females, that she seems to be the only Tylenol available

No matter the weather outside, her voice can brighten the darkest of days

Her love feels better than putting on those fresh pair of sb's, straight out the box, for the first time

Her kisses make life feel like its worth living..and you never want that moment to die

Just the anticipation of her presence often makes my heart skip a beat

...but once her touch is upon me, my internal emotions feel like fireworks on the 4th of July
just burstin with enchantment, but trying to keep composure of my outer, physical emotions....


...but like all good things, that dream always comes to an end

I can't wait to go back to sleep to dream about her all over again

Kanye may dream about his "mama"

but I use sleep to get away from this crazy world of stress

&& as I lay down, it feels like I'm laying next to Mary J because her dreams bring me no more drama

"I often dream of you when I wake no longer two..."
{...>>>Lyrics by: YungStar AJ <<<...}

I wish this girl could walk with me as I go on my day-to-day

&& we would have one eye so we would always see things the same way

Hopefully, maybe one day, "that girl" will become the reality that I always dream && "I Love You" wouldn't be the 3 words I'd be afraid to say!